I find that I get very caught up in materialistic things. I think that way for a few seconds and then it gets stuck in my head and doesn’t let me stop thinking like that. I want to buy a whole bunch of stuff for my new place but it’s going to take me a few months to get there. I had some bad credit from a few years ago and now I can’t get credit cards or financing for most things.
Trying to fix that is tough but it’s also something I’ve been pushing really hard to do for a long time. I think I’ve done a good job so far. There are definitely more positives over the past two years than negatives when it comes to my credit report.
Bah, oh well. Life goes on, I’ll save the money instead of owing it and I’ll be better off for it.
Also, I am beyond packed from Thanksgiving. Ate far too much food and must go back to the gym this week. Thursday, Friday and as much as possible. Thanksgiving is fantastic. Had some really good food last night. Stuffing is a weakness for me. With lots of gravy. I have a lot to be thankful for lately actually. Made me think a lot yesterday when everyone was at my parents place. I love my girlfriend, she is amazingly fantastic and I am thankful for how she keeps me in my artistic space. Especially with my new job, it’s easy to lose track of that and doing that is definitely not what I want. I love driving and letting her choose the music we have on. We have great conversations and are able to stay real with eachother all the time. It’s the best relationship and it’s what I want.
That is all for now.